UNIVERSE TESTING ME AS ALWAYS

Today, I saw him.
It wasn’t planned—
but of course,
a prayed wish.
And God,
like always,
listened.

I was with my friends,
drenched in full chaotic energy—
laughing, loud,
unapologetically me.

He passed by.
I didn’t notice.
But my brain,
that faithful traitor,
sent a spark—
a neurotransmitter whispering:
“He’s near.”

And there he was,
walking,
headphones in,
music in his world,
unbothered.

I promised myself just a glimpse—
tiny, safe, harmless.
But that glimpse turned
into a whole
fangirl spiral.
And I didn’t even notice
when my heart melted
quietly
in admiration

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